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Tomorrow

I have no idea where the time has gone.  Top surgery is literally tomorrow.  The past few weeks have been so busy, I completely neglected posting anything.   On top of being busy, I realized yesterday that I was avoided posting for a reason, too.  Not only haven’t I posted, but I haven’t really been reading any blogs or looking at anything trans-related.  I ended up completely avoiding anything trans-related because it just hit too close to home.  Once the top surgery countdown was under one month, I got progressively nervous.  All I wanted to do was to avoid thoughts around being trans, the surgery, the reports of violence against those in the trans community, etc.  I also knew that nothing would take away this nervousness except for being post-op, so I did the best I could to avoid it.  Which, unfortunately, meant passively avoiding anything trans-related.  However, now that the surgery is literally less than 12 hours away, I’m okay with confronting my anxiety because in less than a day it will be all over. Keep reading

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